I'm not quite sure on what I should be feeling right now about being chosen for NS. I know that I don't mind going, in fact I can safely say that I'm curious and am somewhat looking forward to it. However, anyone who knows me and my situation will know about my insecurities, not to mention the fact that I've to learn how to shower within 15 minutes, which I probably fail at every time I need to wash my hair.
I love water related activities, but the only drawback is that I've to take off my hearing aids as the risk of getting wet is rather high, so I'll have to get a partner who can understand my condition and is willing to be my messenger if I do want to go kayaking. God forbid that I get my (RM 3500-RM 4000 each) hearings aids damaged all because I had to wear them since I didn't want to miss anything and didn't have anyone to be my ears.
On another note, I screamed and screamed for 10-15 seconds when Adeline called to relay the news that I got in. In fact, she was in her mom's car on the way to tuition with her siblings in it, so they heard me loud and clear. She was also wearing her earphones, so when I started screaming like a banshee out of hell, she ripped of her earphones and threw them down.
Perhaps I should have screamed louder? Anyway, I also said somethings along the lines of "Why God, why?!" and "I can see my life flashing before my eyes". Dramatic isn't it? Unfortunately, drama doesn't help in this situation, so it didn't really help.
I also sent another message to enquire about my camp, sad to say I haven't gotten a reply yet. I wonder when I'll get it.
Eugene though, was throwing a tantrum, and I was having a rather good time shooting him down too. A couple of my friends also got in, namely Cheau Yee and Ching Weng, and a few others that I'm not particularly close to. Hey, their names both begin with 'C', well at least after their surnames, I never really did notice.
On another note, I was almost left alone for Literature today, if it wasn't for JC, who offered to keep me company. Thank God for him, I was almost afraid that I would be sitting alone in a row of four tables, it's rather unpleasant. He was an interesting conversationalist, to say the least, and he actually offered to help me enquire about a place in the Add Maths tuition that I was meaning to call up but never got around to doing it.
Adeline will probably sigh and shake her head, before telling me that I better hurry up and call the teacher, because he has already finished Tringonometry or something like that, or was it Redox for Chemistry? Either way, I put it away and promise myself to remember to call, but will end up procrastinating again. Thank God for JC this time, I owe him one, or two, perhaps.
On another note, I'm the first in my mother's and father's side of the family to get into NS, I don't suppose I'll get a farewell party before going there so that I can drink myself drunk? I'll definitely make a beeline for the Baileys, Red Wine and White Wine, though I'll run from Vodka, I could never stand the taste of it, or maybe I should try it again. Who knows, my preference might have changed.
Now, how on earth do I finish bathing in 15 minutes when I'm shampooing my hair?! It doesn't take me long to shampoo and condition my hair, but it's the conditioning part that causes me to take a long time as it's not easy to fully wash it out unless I've a strong water pressure and the water has a large coverage area, if you get what I mean.
Should I get the shampoo that my sis used to use instead? It's shampoo and conditioner combined, and the effects are not bad too, though I still prefer using shampoo and conditioner seperately. Or should I try the unopened bottle of shampoo and conditioner combined that's in my dad's bathroom? It seems like a nice brand, has anyone heard of a brand called Epoch?
I really don't like cutting short my bathroom time, it's like a time for me to just relax and unwind after a long day, and the sound of water is somehow really soothing to me. Don't be surprised if I end up falling asleep in the bathroom, because I'm prone to doing so.
Somehow, I feel so much calmer and serene these last few days, must be the weather. It's been so cool, and even when I was hot I actually managed to keep my cool, so I doubt that it's the weather. Hm, I wonder how it happened, but I hope it lasts.
I have absolutely no idea what to wear to my school's Interact Club's Installation. Should I wear my black long-sleeved turtleneck, white pants and white vest? Or should I wear a beige pants instead? Or should I change the top to a button-up 3/4 sleeves blue shirt with a black sleeveless V-neck with the white or beige pants? I'm really not sure, a little help anyone?! Don't tell me to wear a dress, I've a waist the size of a tree trunk and will look awful in one!
Adeline, help me!!!!!!!! T.T
